Figures

Well, found out today that the house next door is out of my league. I think they are asking too much but I also think that what I was hoping they would sell it for was too low. So.

C'est la vie.

I will take the opportunity to look when I come back, I will look for places by my job but I can't see how I can afford to find full time summer care for my kid and buy a mortgage. People always forget I get NO child support.

I feel SO trapped, like my whole life is passing me by, especially what's left of my 'good years'.

*sigh*

Moody Blues

JM and I got in an argument. He's frustrated.

Everyone thinks I have it made, I can live here and save my money, as if the money will make up for my life that is slipping me by. Its Saturday night and I'm home again, alone, yes with my son. But a woman can't live for her son.

I feel so trapped. So alone. I'm so sad.